Looking at you I lose my might,
I'm in love with you, my soul's at ease.
I no longer struggle, no longer fight
Because in your eyes I find absolute peace
You look at me and I see your soul,
My life was a sea of sadness and strife
You own my heart, I'll never let you go
To me, you're the end of a lonely life
My heart used to be darkness, but now it's a warm light
I want you in my arms, until I grow gray and old,
You brought dawn in my life, my everlasting night,
And now I am yours, forever to love and to hold.
Love me or hate me, I dont care at all,
Your words wound me but I will go on,
You break my heart and another angel falls,
Dont worry about me, Ill be gone.
You say you love me, but that is not right
I gave you my heart, you hacked it to bits,
Funny thing is how I went with no fight,
Without you I cannot think, I am at the end of my wits.
You chose others above me, and love me not,
I could give you the world, but it is not enough.
Ive worked to make you happy, and I gave you all I got.
I may look happy on the outside, but you should know my heart is not so tough.
I look into your eyes to find that Ive lost my voice,
My heart breaks as I realize that for you I am second best
I hoped in my heart that youd choose me when you made your choice
But although I am second I am no better than the rest.
I closed my eyes and thought I could see where your heart lies,
I thought you trusted and loved me, but I guess it was a mistake,
Ive never felt so much pain in such a bittersweet goodbye,
You had me fooled into sleep, but now I am awake.
And although I cry with my heart and soul my face feels no tears,
The light from my life is gone as you leave me for that fool,
You were my courage i
You look at me, with eyes cold as ice,
You step in my face while I am down in the mud,
Your hatred for me will suffice,
For wronging your love I'll pay with my blood.
I say I love you, and let my feelings unfurl
You look at me and see a fool,
I look at you and see my world,
But what you do to me is too cruel.
I may not be handsome, brave or tall,
I may not be the smartest guy, or the perfect man of your dreams
But for your happiness I fought them all,
And now you break my heart amidst my screams
Youre my destruction, my angel from hell,
From all the evils of the world I gave you safety so you didnt need to hide,
An
I miss you standing beside me,
Without you I feel nothing, my heart's amiss
I long to see you, to once more stand as a we
And when we meet once again, we'll seal our love with a kiss
What were once two now is one
I see now that the way back to you is long
I long to hold you close to me again, but now you are gone
And with a destroying pain I see I was wrong
And now I will fight
To correct the mistakes I made
A villain by day a hero by night
For you I'll live by the pen and die by the blade.
The eyes of that lonely, beautiful girl,
Eyes that hide the turmoil within,
I see through the lies and the truth unfurls,
As she smiles her sad smile, I see the lies stretching thin.
A beautiful smile hides the tears she cries,
She lives her life, believing that shes alone,
I see the truth behind her beautiful green eyes,
And by her side I will always be, never gone.
Though theres darkness in her mind, her hearts made of gold,
I wont ever leave her side,
And for her happiness Ill fight the whole world.
Every time I hear her, that about her beauty she disagrees,
I know her eyes are veiled and I wish shed see,
Her beauty is beyond compare,
But to me nothing is more beautiful than the smile she wears
Her beautiful smile, tainted with sadness,
Reveals the turmoil inside, the madness,
And yet I look at her and see,
The most beautiful smile in the world to me
Although in darkness her heart she hides,
I see her soul deep inside,
Although with fake smiles she tries
I see no flaw in the beautiful girl beyond the lies.
Even beyond the physical beauty theres more to know
An amazing mind and a truly pure soul
For once I wish
His dead eyes look to her face,
His dark looks tell her it is too late,
His once bright eyes now a deadened gaze,
As love once pure as light turns to hate.
The devoted man seizes to fight,
His light heart begins to deteriorate,
A dark light, once filled with pure light,
He smiles hopelessly, as his soul dissipates.
His face once loving, displays a mirthless grin,
Once a bright star, he now is the darkest of nights,
Sadness and hopelessness his heart win,
The once proud warrior loses his will to fight.
Every fake smile, every word about being well,
Every lie, every supporting look in his face,
He does for the one who broke his
Filled with hope, surrounded by damnation,
With veiled eyes, he's lost his chance for salvation,
Condemned to see, but never to be touched,
His eyes see love, and his heart is crushed.
Filled with hope, but without a chance at salvation,
Lost love, without redemption,
Condemned to love, with love purer than light,
Bound in darkness, veiled by twilight.
A kiss of hope, an embrace of damnation,
A chance at life, but loss of redemption,
To see what could be, but in eternal night,
He keeps his hopes up, fighting a lost fight
I've embraced the darkness,
I've become the light.
I've seen my errors,
And now I fight.
To keep those who I love safe,
I will kill and destroy
But when it matters most,
I act, With my mind void.
A friend says I am darkness,
My brother says a shining light.
I am neither and both,
And for that I fight.
Looking at you I lose my might,
I'm in love with you, my soul's at ease.
I no longer struggle, no longer fight
Because in your eyes I find absolute peace
You look at me and I see your soul,
My life was a sea of sadness and strife
You own my heart, I'll never let you go
To me, you're the end of a lonely life
My heart used to be darkness, but now it's a warm light
I want you in my arms, until I grow gray and old,
You brought dawn in my life, my everlasting night,
And now I am yours, forever to love and to hold.
Love me or hate me, I dont care at all,
Your words wound me but I will go on,
You break my heart and another angel falls,
Dont worry about me, Ill be gone.
You say you love me, but that is not right
I gave you my heart, you hacked it to bits,
Funny thing is how I went with no fight,
Without you I cannot think, I am at the end of my wits.
You chose others above me, and love me not,
I could give you the world, but it is not enough.
Ive worked to make you happy, and I gave you all I got.
I may look happy on the outside, but you should know my heart is not so tough.
I look into your eyes to find that Ive lost my voice,
My heart breaks as I realize that for you I am second best
I hoped in my heart that youd choose me when you made your choice
But although I am second I am no better than the rest.
I closed my eyes and thought I could see where your heart lies,
I thought you trusted and loved me, but I guess it was a mistake,
Ive never felt so much pain in such a bittersweet goodbye,
You had me fooled into sleep, but now I am awake.
And although I cry with my heart and soul my face feels no tears,
The light from my life is gone as you leave me for that fool,
You were my courage i
You look at me, with eyes cold as ice,
You step in my face while I am down in the mud,
Your hatred for me will suffice,
For wronging your love I'll pay with my blood.
I say I love you, and let my feelings unfurl
You look at me and see a fool,
I look at you and see my world,
But what you do to me is too cruel.
I may not be handsome, brave or tall,
I may not be the smartest guy, or the perfect man of your dreams
But for your happiness I fought them all,
And now you break my heart amidst my screams
Youre my destruction, my angel from hell,
From all the evils of the world I gave you safety so you didnt need to hide,
An
I miss you standing beside me,
Without you I feel nothing, my heart's amiss
I long to see you, to once more stand as a we
And when we meet once again, we'll seal our love with a kiss
What were once two now is one
I see now that the way back to you is long
I long to hold you close to me again, but now you are gone
And with a destroying pain I see I was wrong
And now I will fight
To correct the mistakes I made
A villain by day a hero by night
For you I'll live by the pen and die by the blade.
The eyes of that lonely, beautiful girl,
Eyes that hide the turmoil within,
I see through the lies and the truth unfurls,
As she smiles her sad smile, I see the lies stretching thin.
A beautiful smile hides the tears she cries,
She lives her life, believing that shes alone,
I see the truth behind her beautiful green eyes,
And by her side I will always be, never gone.
Though theres darkness in her mind, her hearts made of gold,
I wont ever leave her side,
And for her happiness Ill fight the whole world.
Every time I hear her, that about her beauty she disagrees,
I know her eyes are veiled and I wish shed see,
Her beauty is beyond compare,
But to me nothing is more beautiful than the smile she wears
Her beautiful smile, tainted with sadness,
Reveals the turmoil inside, the madness,
And yet I look at her and see,
The most beautiful smile in the world to me
Although in darkness her heart she hides,
I see her soul deep inside,
Although with fake smiles she tries
I see no flaw in the beautiful girl beyond the lies.
Even beyond the physical beauty theres more to know
An amazing mind and a truly pure soul
For once I wish
His dead eyes look to her face,
His dark looks tell her it is too late,
His once bright eyes now a deadened gaze,
As love once pure as light turns to hate.
The devoted man seizes to fight,
His light heart begins to deteriorate,
A dark light, once filled with pure light,
He smiles hopelessly, as his soul dissipates.
His face once loving, displays a mirthless grin,
Once a bright star, he now is the darkest of nights,
Sadness and hopelessness his heart win,
The once proud warrior loses his will to fight.
Every fake smile, every word about being well,
Every lie, every supporting look in his face,
He does for the one who broke his
Filled with hope, surrounded by damnation,
With veiled eyes, he's lost his chance for salvation,
Condemned to see, but never to be touched,
His eyes see love, and his heart is crushed.
Filled with hope, but without a chance at salvation,
Lost love, without redemption,
Condemned to love, with love purer than light,
Bound in darkness, veiled by twilight.
A kiss of hope, an embrace of damnation,
A chance at life, but loss of redemption,
To see what could be, but in eternal night,
He keeps his hopes up, fighting a lost fight
I've embraced the darkness,
I've become the light.
I've seen my errors,
And now I fight.
To keep those who I love safe,
I will kill and destroy
But when it matters most,
I act, With my mind void.
A friend says I am darkness,
My brother says a shining light.
I am neither and both,
And for that I fight.
Current Residence: Earth Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock MP3 player of choice: iPod Favourite cartoon character: Saito Hajime Personal Quote: A man who cannot uphold his beliefs is pathetic in this world or the next
Hmm... Guess I should start by stating that I am confused. I am too over protective, that's my problem, and upon the course of the last few weeks I found that being protective and me is worth nothing. I think I overdo things, and I should let people have their space instead of always helping incessantly... I am truly confused. Please comment to help me think.
Yesterday I found a great quote... heh, it describes me.
" I am just a phase, and once you no longer need me I shall disappear. A crutch to lift you when you are broken, and yet, when I am done, I shall be gone"
Comment me with solutions...
Hatred. Jealousy. Pain. Anger. Sadness.
If I were to describe my feelings in few words, those are the ones I'd use. I, as of 11:13 AM of Sunday, March 30th, renounce love and all of its idiocies, because love only causes pain. What use have I for emotions, if all I feel is wrong and the one person I care about has someone else. Well, her happiness comes first, and I won't stand in the way of it. I want her happy... Not asking for much, and apparently I am not the one who makes her happy... If I am, it will happen. If not, then so be it.
I've embraced the darkness,
I've become the light.
I've seen my errors,
And now I fight.
To keep those who I love safe,
I will kill and destroy
But when it matters most,
I act, With my mind void.
A friend says I am darkness,
My brother says a shining light.
I am neither and both,
And for that I fight.
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